New Year, New Start!!!!!

     I am not going to lie  2014 has been a  rough year.  Things  from my  past  have been  haunting  me. Making it  really hard to function on a daily basis. The only thing that keeps me going our my two beautiful children.     

     I  want to start this blog to write not about what happened. I need to write about how because of the things that were done to me they have changed me.                  

          Do I like walking into a room and making sure to find every exit just in case, or looking everyone in the eyes cause I want them to know I see them. Being lucky enough to get at least two maybe three hours of sleep  every night. I have to add it is not  a consecutive three hours but, ten minutes here five minutes there.

    My biggest fear is  the vicious cycle will continue and my children will go through what I did.

    While writing this blog, I hope to move forward and maybe find others who are going through the same things.   I did not ask to be raped at Eight years old. Because of that I am different.

I want to be a Survivor not a victim!!!!